Blue Angel

Blue Angel, A video homage of Tania's life by her friend, Wendy Milette (5 min.):
http://www.myhero.com/myhero/go/filmfestival/viewfilm.asp?film=blueangel&res=high

Goodbye My Lover

Tania Trepanier. Friend, lover, muse.
July 8, 1971 - May 31, 2003

"Goodbye My Lover"

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,

Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.

It may be over but it won't stop there,

I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.

You changed my life and all my goals.

And love is blind and that I knew when,

My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your hand.

Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well, I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry,
I've seen you smile.

I've watched you sleeping for a while.

I'd be the father of your child.

I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,

And I love you, I swear that's true.

I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.

In mine when I'm asleep.

And I will bare my soul in time,

When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.

I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

I'm so hollow, baby,
I'm so hollow.

I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

--James Blunt

Good Thoughts, Good Words, Good Deeds

"What we do in life echoes in Eternity."

--Maximus Decimus Meridius

Bhagavad Gita

“In battle, in the forest, at the precipice in the mountains,

On the dark great sea, in the midst of javelins and arrows,

In sleep, in confusion, in the depths of shame,

The good deeds a man has done before defend him.”

--The Bhagavad Gita (Song of the Lord)

The Singularity is Coming

The Singularity is Coming,
You can feel it in the air.
The Wheel of Life is turning,
You can sense it everywhere.

--farhad

One Cold Tear

Sunday evening at the Coquihalla River.

Beside the dark river,

Beside the cold river,

Three friends embrace.

One dark tear,

One cold tear,

On a sad girl's face.

--farhad

The Strangest of Places

The Strangest of Places

I meet you in the strangest of places.
Your burning presence still glows,
In the blood red of my Japanese maple.

Today I moved the row of golden sedge,
and the yellow grasses in their pale blue pots.
As I placed them under the sheltering roof,
I thought of you and your tree spirit.

The rains and winds of autumn,
The Sky's tears and songs of lament.
Today's canvas of shifting colour,
Replaces Nature's yesterday work.

I have not known such love or such grace,
As that day I felt your breath on my face.
At Joanna Beach by the wild Tasman Sea,
Ten thousand miles from you,
It was just you and me.

--farhad